about relationships and stuff like that.

i’ve realized that i move too fast when i like someone.

i always end up telling them first without genuinely getting to know them

and that i’m selfish…i expect them to react in the way i want them to and to jump into a relationship.

sometimes i think i don’t consider those persons feelings and just mine.

it’s confusing ><

i’m not in that kind of situation anymore, but i just hate myself more when i think about it…because if i was patient…it could have happened…

but hey, i’m still learning. i hope this year i could meet someone where i could learn to grow a great friendship with them and possibly let it grow romantically…i don’t know.